If I were "normal", I could be expecting my cycle any minute. If I were "normal", I could wake up in the morning and blissfully proclaim, "I'm late! Maybe I'm pregnant!".
But in the IF world, I'm not normal. And so I wait and wonder.
I don't feel anything strange. In each of the three previous pregnancies (and even in the cycles in between), my breasts always hurt after ovulation. They don't hurt now. Perhaps I didn't ovulate. Or perhaps things are just different. I don't remember my breasts hurting prior to TTC...but then again, I was on the pill. I don't remember them hurting prior to the pill...but then again, I wasn't paying attention to the details since I wasn't TTC. So who knows?
I trust that the Lord has something in store for me. And luckily, things are starting to pick up at work to keep me preoccupied and distracted.
As for blessings, I was blessed to get a new computer at work yesterday. I've been having all kinds of problems with my old laptop...then the replacement they got was even worse...and I've been on the temporary "office floater" for most of the summer. It might seem so trivial, but I heavily rely on my computer in my position. Classes start in less than two weeks and it will be the busiest time of the year, so I'm totally grateful that I'm technologically ready. Now I just have all the other little details to finish up...